Saturday, March 13, 2010
Well, now I think I can see why I have retained this year.
Even the instructors told me that behind everyone,
that it seemed like God wanted me to retain so I can accomplish something in the school.
I have already see a revival of Christians in the school, mixture of people from different churches.
Right now, I have a strong feeling that He wants me to be an example to all my peers and to glorify Him this year.
Speaking to my fellow friends in the cohort just now, made me realized that I still could not set myself in place as I am still carrying the guilt and humiliation of failing my O's last year.
First time in my life, I almost broke down in front of everyone, with all attention to me alone. I held back and did not wanna go on as I am someone who holds a rock solid physically un-hurt-able front.
I couldn't reach to the part of which how I was feeling mentally at the bottom of my heart.
But I just want everyone to know, What ever happens O levels is something not fun to mess with.
You flunk it, much of your future is gone.
loves; 3/13/2010 07:30:00 AM;
